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7/30/2004 10:17:00 PM
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Nationals Track yesterday... in the rain. I wanted to pon but i figured it was my last year, so i decided to go instead. They said report at 2.30, so i went at about 4. From past experiences, it has never started earlier than 3. Anyway, vs did fine, 2nd for c div and 3rd for b div. Considering we had only 4 points for b div early last week, its quite an effort.
Nabil became Clerence the second. Ran a perfect race. Very impressive.
It was raining and ppl became rowdy, cherring in the rain...
The main part is: half day dunno when. wahahahahahaha...
Phy prac mok today. Should be fine, if not good. i finished with about 20 mins left for each experiment and doodled around with the apparatus...
For some reason i have been sleeping a lot recently...
To rest is to prepare for a longer journey ahead...
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7/29/2004 09:37:00 PM
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Nationals track tomrrow. If there is nowhere else interesting to go, i'll probably end up in stadium. Its my last year anyway, last Secondary track nationals to support vs... last chance to support vs for any competetion as a victorian in fact...
Have been coming home very early lately, right after school. Tried the flute last week and it felt so alien...
Not sure when the recital is going to be, maybe end of august. Haix...
Good luck to everybody for prelims and o's...
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7/27/2004 09:24:00 PM
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current status for exams:
Eng: Basically fine... except for MAJOR handwriting problem...
Hcl: No matter what must get good results so tt jc no need take chinese.
E-mths: Just need to practice to get rid of carelessness.
A-mths: 'do my best' category.
Chem: Finished half. Will be fine.
Phy: Olny subject i almost finished. Gonna try out a paper and see what happens.
Bio: According to stastics, it which must not be named classes always do the best for o's. perhaps its because she leaves students no choice but to study on their own, which is what i am going to do.
SS and Geog: I survived ikwan, so i will survive prelims and o's.
i dont care if ppl call me nerd. i will study.
i love exams.
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7/25/2004 10:12:00 PM
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I PASSED MY 2.4!!! Idiot danny... 13.49... i 14.00 on the spot. passing time: 14.00. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA......
Today super tired. After pe english. Hazrin returned our mok 5 compos. Apparantly he refused to mark mine and kafai's because our handwriting was illegible...
-____________-||crap.
SS did 'peer teaching'. Basically, it was nonsense. elton and justin talked crap all the way, so i decided to join in. Kafai did so too... Ikwan asked if it was more productive than teacher talking... answer from the class? yes.
-____________-||nonsense.
wong took over tang's lesson cuz she was not in school, probably at cck stadium. Gave a paper which we took 40 mins to do and ended up it was given as hw... then went through practical 18. I lost tonnes of marks cuz of inaccurate description of colour, mostly careless or lazy to write... we have been having tonnes of chem lessons lately. he kopes every free period we have. lucky i still have chinese... wahahahaha...
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worked out a study plan. hope i will follow it.
-____________-||STUDY LIKE MAD!!! MUG!!!
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7/22/2004 09:53:00 PM
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Tomorrow is Racial Harmony Day... Apparantly its compulsory for everybody to participate in at least one activity... there's some farnie 'kampong games'...-____________- at least no lesson. only first 3 periods: 2 a-mths, 1 eng.
My chinese teacher went to china to get some china students, so there will be no teacher for chinese period for the rest of the month. Not that the presence of a teacher made much difference, but i'll probably be able to camp in the library...
Speaking of china, some students from china came to visit our school today. for some reason, they decided to join us during our SS lesson in the com lab. Two joined my table, one of which has fine english and the other's english quite nonsense. Kevin and I couldn't understand what he was trying to say, so we figured it might be better if he spoke chinese instead. In his excitement, he blabbered a chain of sentences at the speed of light... even faster than Zhi Yuan's talking speed... When they finally went off a few minutes later, we were still trying to figure out what he was trying to tell us. We gave up. Man! they talk as if they are trying to catch some flight...
Exams getting nearer. Wish everybody good luck!
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7/20/2004 10:04:00 PM
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Studies super rush... Number of topics/Number of days to prelims = 1.666666... That means everyday must study 2 chapters...
Cannot drag anymore.
I'm going to come online a lot less... Tt means less blogging.
And definitely no more games.
Until i am sure i can get what i want.
This is what i have to do if i want to fly away... towards my goals...
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7/18/2004 09:56:00 PM
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Have no idea how the heck i will be able to finish everything by prelims...
Somehow i will make it.
I mean, that's what most vs boys learn to do after almost 4 years in vs, isn't it?
Last min prepare for syf, last min prepare for musical world, last min prepare for trip, all of which we pulled off nicely, in fact very well done...
Thus i have come to conclusion that i can make it for prelims and o'levels... somehow...
I have to.
I must.
Thus i will.
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7/15/2004 10:11:00 PM
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Exams sickeningly near. I seriously need to study. There's going to be a mok chem practical on Monday, but apparantly at the moment, not only me but most of the school population's practical is still quite crappy, especially bio.
Wong gave a test today. ACS paper mcq. Seemed fine... at least better than mid years...
2.4 run tomorrow... Haven't trained for a long long time, so i expect it to be quite crappy.
Anyway, at least i have been doing my homework lately. Attempts to study have also been relatively more effective and thus more fruitful.
Must go Vj!
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7/14/2004 10:19:00 PM
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Mok exams in... erm... soon. Prelims in about 2 months, o levels in october...
Vjc principal came to give sec 4s a presentation on Vjc yesterday. According to to jc 1s who also came, there is still hope if you get above 20 l1r5 for mid years. According to the principal, Vjc cut off for prelims is SEVEN. O's probably SIX!!!
THAT'S IT. THAT'S ENOUGH. I AM GOING TO BE A MUGGER.
sheesh... i tell myself that almost everyday...
but nevertheless, i shall do my best.
I WILL NOT GET SIX POINTS. I WILL GET EIGHT A ONES!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
FEEL THE FIRE BURNING!!!!!!
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7/13/2004 09:07:00 PM
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Everybody seems to be coughing, although each to a different extent with different side effects. Alvin has one(cough like free), Danny has a nice one(kills his throat but let him skip mok exam) and i also have one(somewhat difficult to breathe)...the list then goes on......
Went for SAF concert on friday. Frank Tichelli conducted them. The concert was overall fantastic despite quite a few mistakes. I liked blue shades, especially the clarinet solo. He was just a bit pro... glitz over a 1km range... The feel was great(i love jazz), almost like postcard in jazz... Vesuvius was very powerful, other than a few parts when the band became a bit messy... Loch something was nice too... I liked the way he made use of 'Danny Boy' theme, very nice feel. Kai Yi openly asked for presents... Last time he asked i said i had nougurts, but apparantly they are somewhere in Singapore Sewers now... anybody has any extra gift (not shirt) that i can say is from Aus pls tell me...
Haix... Cough killing me... Must go visit the doctor's after i finish this month of medication. For the gastric something...
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7/11/2004 09:29:00 PM
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apparantly mr tan's recital is supposed to be held on 31 july, but it clashes with speech day. not sure about plans now... hopefully not too late... gonna be my last performance for vscb... next time i will be allumni... at MW XXI...
tml saf concert starring frank tichelli, the guy who composed postcard, vesuvius, blue shades, etc. his arrangement is quite abstract... interesting way of expressing his thoughts... anyway, we shall hear tomorrow...
handover aftermath: some people make no cow sense of wad happened... yes, i do have emotions, do not be surprised i felt emotional...
btw, seng kiang doing fine... he and the other sec 3s talked to her... gave jian lin a warning letter... finally, after how many million years... i didn't want to do that cuz i hoped to give him more chances... overseas trip did make him interact more though, tt's y i did not say much about him... well, if he still doesn't change, he can jolly well go home... we do not need a second zx...
zx came down juz now for dunno wad... he was lucky i didn't meet him... apparantly he tried to teach sec 1s... hope they are still making good progress...
bio lessons have become bio periods ever since leow took over... vs bio is gonna...
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7/08/2004 09:41:00 PM
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somehow, alvin and fiz's blogs went haywire at almost the exact same time yesterday... apparantly there was no other ppl to approach so they asked me to help them... well, solved most of the problems... but didn't study... at least it was a good did done...
anyway, alvin lim sick today, so wong smartly took his 3 periods... ended up with 5 periods of chem... a bit fierce... english last minute suddenly gave some compo... tml muz hand up, so i decided to hand up something scolding the school... not too obvious though... hmm... shall see the results soon...
many people still bear grudges towards her... to those ppl... forget it lahz... she meant well, even though lacked reason... she's a female... tends to be more emotional in handling certain matters... esp at certain times of the month... oops...
anyway, forgive and forget...
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7/07/2004 10:20:00 PM
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being bandless still feels strange, but i'll have to get on with life...
time to study...
working towards 8a1s..
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
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7/06/2004 09:16:00 PM
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handover yesterday...
hmm... a modification to my previous blog: during my sec 1 handover, farid cried, i laughed... didn't know why he cried... sec 2 handover. saw some other ppl cry secretly, i thought they were silly... sec 3 handover. didn't really notice but i think some ppl did so too... i told myself i won't cry during my handover. yesterday. i cried.
the last time i did that was... i cant remember...
maybe some ppl would say i am silly to cry over such a thing... well, maybe i am... but if its so, half the batch was with me... and most ppl from past batches are too...
i dun think i will want to start saying everything about my life in band from sec 1...
all i want to say is... band has gave me a group of great friends, probably some of the best i have ever had... vscb 2001-2004 is one of the strongest batches the band has ever had... we broke the gold silver chain, we had the last camp in old vs, firs camp in new vs, lead the band to australia...... we handed over...
i should stop before i lose control again...
anyway, to those who still bear grudges: dont. forget what people did which made u unhappy. forget what happened yesterday for the half hour. forget when and how she did something u do not like for some reason. think of what she did for us... what did she want when she did that. what she said during handover was true. it had been a very emotional week for many of us. we came with a good tone, leave with a good tone. we live a legacy of passion, not hate... forgive and forget...
vscb 2001'2004...
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7/04/2004 09:18:00 PM
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finally fixed the blog... now it doesn't look obsenely like danny's anymore... and it's not VERY green..
Saturday is handover... which i am not looking foward to at all... 3 years ago i was wondering when my chance will come... 2 years ago i was wondering when i will get my post... 1 year ago i was wondering what post i will get... now i am wondering if i can reverse or stop time...
Came into vscb in sec 1... and it has become my life ever since... had wonderful times, both happy and sad, but mostly happy... now i am going to leave... sad...
Saturday is chinese o level listening for chinese... wish those taking especially from band good luck... free marks must get...
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7/01/2004 10:01:00 PM
tan thiam kee; 14th oct;
vscb/tjcsb; flute~~;
tkflutez@hotmail.com;