tjcsb is still love man.. read blogs.. kinda at a loss for words now. really really touching. after all that's happened, after all the shit we all went through, tjcsb is still love. thank you all, thank you so much. i didn't cry yesterday. i thought i wouldn't. apparently i'm wrong. all the memories came flooding back. syf, prelude 25, fiesta ever after, prelude 26.. all the camps, all the shit, all the love.. everything. what else can i say man.. tjcsb is love indeed this feeling, is so hard to describe. thought band wasn't so important to me anymore. i thoutht i could leave band and carry on with life. obviously i was wrong. blah mr emo is here again.. haha should stop this.
tjcsb is love love love tjcsb is love tjcsb is love
thank you so much
dont want this to end..
tjcsb is love tjcsb is love love love love
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[contradicting] 5/21/2006 11:11:00 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006 ______________________
so.. the time is coming. 6 long years. 6 looong years. its finally ending. like this. not what i expected, totally. wonder if i will shed any tears..(ok sorry for the emo -.-) maybe.. tears of sadness? regret? disappointment? nostalgia, definitely. after all, its been 6 years. since the very first time i took up the flute, in vs. last time, sitting on stage in vch, playing in a band i really belong. cant describe what i feel very well.. i dunno.. this is going nowhere.. rather random in fact.. blah leaving vs was tough. not going vj was tough. leaving band.. wonder when'll be the next time i actually tough the flute again.. blah i dunno.. i'm sad and emotional definitely (rather obvious isn't it? haha) oh well, before this goes to nowhere.. (somewhere even more nowhere) ok u get the point.. haix arghh a decent sensible not so emo post should come soon.. i hope. H-A-I-X........
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[contradicting] 5/15/2006 10:21:00 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006 ______________________
whoops.. blog d-i-e-i-n-g again -.- nvm.
well, things have mostly been the same.. maybe just of higher intensity i suppose..
phy spa = d-i-e
i realised.. 3 weeks to hols = 7 weeks to jcts = not too long to everything else -_______-
ahhhhhhhhhhh
blah.
wad am i still doing here man..
bleah.
lets do this again to those who are prepared: cheers! continue working hard ba.. to those who will survive: work to enter the league above. to those who might survive: work upwards as well.. to those who have no idea what the heck is happening: go find out, and do the same as above to those who dont give a damn: enjoy while u can..
anw, congrats to all who gort into hc :)
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[contradicting] 5/08/2006 10:08:00 PM
Happy Endings ______________________
tan thiam kee; 14th oct;
vscb/tjcsb; flute~~;
tkflutez@hotmail.com;
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