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5/21/2006 11:11:00 PM
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so.. the time is coming.
6 long years. 6 looong years.
its finally ending.
like this.
not what i expected, totally.
wonder if i will shed any tears..(ok sorry for the emo -.-)
maybe..
tears of sadness? regret? disappointment?
nostalgia, definitely.
after all, its been 6 years.
since the very first time i took up the flute, in vs.
last time, sitting on stage in vch, playing in a band i really belong.
cant describe what i feel very well.. i dunno..
this is going nowhere.. rather random in fact.. blah
leaving vs was tough.
not going vj was tough.
leaving band.. wonder when'll be the next time i actually tough the flute again..
blah i dunno..
i'm sad and emotional definitely (rather obvious isn't it? haha)
oh well, before this goes to nowhere.. (somewhere even more nowhere)
ok u get the point..
haix
arghh
a decent sensible not so emo post should come soon.. i hope.
H-A-I-X........
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5/15/2006 10:21:00 PM
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whoops.. blog d-i-e-i-n-g again -.- nvm.
well, things have mostly been the same.. maybe just of higher intensity i suppose..
phy spa = d-i-e
i realised.. 3 weeks to hols = 7 weeks to jcts = not too long to everything else -_______-
ahhhhhhhhhhh
blah.
wad am i still doing here man..
bleah.
lets do this again
to those who are prepared: cheers! continue working hard ba..
to those who will survive: work to enter the league above.
to those who might survive: work upwards as well..
to those who have no idea what the heck is happening: go find out, and do the same as above
to those who dont give a damn: enjoy while u can..
anw, congrats to all who gort into hc :)
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5/08/2006 10:08:00 PM
tan thiam kee; 14th oct;
vscb/tjcsb; flute~~;
tkflutez@hotmail.com;