Sunday, November 25, 2007
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af grad bbq ytd. great food, great people. i thank God for such a thing called af in tcc.
i quote daniel: change is a crappy thing. just when i got so used to army, when i got so used to af cell, its time to change.
3 graduated, 9 more came in. af is growing. ignyte at pl splitting into 2 services. its gonna grow more as well. we've formed this little prayer cell in camp, and its gonna grow too. its a great thing, and i thank God for all the works He is doing through us all.
i think it would be better to say: change is a wonderful thing. just that it sometimes feels crappy, especially when one is not prepared. but then again, one can never really be prepared for change.
haha and no i'm not feeling emo. in fact i'm pretty excited about what's about to come.
most of it at least.
safkar live shoot in the coming week. we have 2 days to zero and figure out the cold shot of some not very reliable weapons. ah well..
i heard many have finished/are finishing their exams. enjoy your hols!
others have yet to finish. look foward to joining the group above!
and there are some who forgot what are exams. welcome to the club :P
i like my present rank. soon i'll be topless and 50% more absorbant :s
15 months to ord
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11/25/2007 07:42:00 PM
Sunday, November 18, 2007
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i dont like regimentation. i dont like the new camp. i dont like army. i dont wanna book in. i wanna ord.
ah well. life's supposed to get better after 2 weeks. or so they say.
safkah(i think tt's how its spelt) coming soon. with precise timing, my weapon just failed ffi. outstanding.
past week has been.. -read above- pt pt pt pt pt turn out area cleaning area cleaning area cleaning guard duty etc etc etc. somehow the camp makes me feel very confined. its different from bmt/sispec/siw. perhaps/hopefully tt will change in the near future.
we concluded that army sucks, but the people inside are still nice. our own people, at least, less the %!%^#$ uncles and friends. haha. cant always blame them though, its often their job.
i think i have to give credit to army, for showing me a new perception of things, for teaching me how to deal with such nonsense. -doublethink- haha..
talked to an oooold oooold friend, whom i apparently last met 3 years ago. haha.
God is great indeen :)
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11/18/2007 09:32:00 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
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so i've finally finished my course, finally ended trainee life.
i actually liked life in siw. mostly because of the people there. very zai regulars, very nice ppl. they changed my perception of regulars. although army is still army ---> sux, i liked siw. ah well.. time to move on.
unit dsn't seem very tempting, despite all the talk about it being slack. many things coming up. some of which i feel are beyond my ability at the present moment, yet there doesn't seem to be a choice. its made worse many thanks to the circumstances i'm gonna shoot under.
i think i'm going through brain rot. hoped to have some time to study after getting to unit, but dsn't seem very possible from the looks of it.
vs alumni ytd noon, then tj in evening. nice seeing everybody again, although attendance was a little pathetic. nice to play again though, although more noise than sound, much less to say music was coming out of the flute.
perhaps we often miss the past, waste the present, dread the future..
haha random.
anw i heard uni exams are coming, so good luck to all!
same to the remaining a lv ppl!
and erm.. if any o's remain?
psle too!
not to mention eh.... everybody!!!
ok nvm lalala
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11/11/2007 08:59:00 PM
