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11/25/2007 07:42:00 PM
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i dont like regimentation. i dont like the new camp. i dont like army. i dont wanna book in. i wanna ord.
ah well. life's supposed to get better after 2 weeks. or so they say.
safkah(i think tt's how its spelt) coming soon. with precise timing, my weapon just failed ffi. outstanding.
past week has been.. -read above- pt pt pt pt pt turn out area cleaning area cleaning area cleaning guard duty etc etc etc. somehow the camp makes me feel very confined. its different from bmt/sispec/siw. perhaps/hopefully tt will change in the near future.
we concluded that army sucks, but the people inside are still nice. our own people, at least, less the %!%^#$ uncles and friends. haha. cant always blame them though, its often their job.
i think i have to give credit to army, for showing me a new perception of things, for teaching me how to deal with such nonsense. -doublethink- haha..
talked to an oooold oooold friend, whom i apparently last met 3 years ago. haha.
God is great indeen :)
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11/18/2007 09:32:00 PM
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so i've finally finished my course, finally ended trainee life.
i actually liked life in siw. mostly because of the people there. very zai regulars, very nice ppl. they changed my perception of regulars. although army is still army ---> sux, i liked siw. ah well.. time to move on.
unit dsn't seem very tempting, despite all the talk about it being slack. many things coming up. some of which i feel are beyond my ability at the present moment, yet there doesn't seem to be a choice. its made worse many thanks to the circumstances i'm gonna shoot under.
i think i'm going through brain rot. hoped to have some time to study after getting to unit, but dsn't seem very possible from the looks of it.
vs alumni ytd noon, then tj in evening. nice seeing everybody again, although attendance was a little pathetic. nice to play again though, although more noise than sound, much less to say music was coming out of the flute.
perhaps we often miss the past, waste the present, dread the future..
haha random.
anw i heard uni exams are coming, so good luck to all!
same to the remaining a lv ppl!
and erm.. if any o's remain?
psle too!
not to mention eh.... everybody!!!
ok nvm lalala
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11/11/2007 08:59:00 PM
tan thiam kee; 14th oct;
vscb/tjcsb; flute~~;
tkflutez@hotmail.com;