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8/31/2008 09:21:00 PM
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Now that atec's over, the remaining 166 days have more or less been planed out.
1)Foot rot(courtesy of atec, and to a large extent laziness on my part) - ? days of ?
2)Lab rat for some body armour rubbish- possible 8 days off(although i wouldn't bank on it, judging by the reliability of my trustworthy employers)
3)Wisdom tooth - min 5 days mc
4)Wisdom tooth again - yet another 5 days
5)Clear leave
6)Hari Raya
7)Christmas
8 and above)as many things as possible
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Army half was.. epic.
A crowd which stretched from start till end.
Army big walk.
Once again I feel the need to restrain the urge to express my abhorrence of the organisation.
166.
Its hard to think about anything else.
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8/26/2008 08:44:00 PM
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Had bme on wed and thu. I'll not elaborate, lest it gets me into some sort of trouble.
Well I could give a rough outline of the activities..
5.30: wake up
6.30: rush
then wait
rush
wait
rush
wait
~to infinity~
Highly productive.
Atec from tml till Sunday.
182
Its good to see the cell ppl again.
Its good to attend cell.
Its good to let go and let God take over.
182
Everyday is one day closer.
The next time i blog it will be less than 175.
I miss band. Its a vicious cycle. Somehow just when we get so used to attending practices once again, its all over. Thus we'll start looking forward to the next time, and hoping there's going to be one. It comes, we hope it never ends, and it still ends.
On the other hand, we hope and pray that ORD comes soon. We get used to booking in each week, or rather submit to the fact that we have to book in each week. ORD comes and we celebrate! Sometime later you receive a letter with the "on gov service" letterhead. You hope it ends soon, but it never seems to end. Even when your 6 pacs form a coalition and your muscles fuse with your blood and bodily excretions.
Lol dinner time. at 5.15pm...
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8/10/2008 04:59:00 PM
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Each time I heard TJCSB play for a concert since Prelude 26, I wished i were back in the band. That wish came through, magically. A bunch of bandits so sentimental, photos and recordings of past concerts would not satisfy their insatiable hunger. They had to re-LIVE it. Literally. And that was just what we all did. We could have come from 10 batches ago, or just graduated one year ago. This much sought after TJband magic never fails, TJCSB was love, is still love, and will forever be love.
Looking foward once more, and wishing hard once again, that this could happen all over again. Perhaps in some years, we would all be together once more, this time with "us" having to play the necessary roles of people who take unpopular actions or say displeasing words. I think if that is what it takes, then it will certainly be made happen.
Cuz its just not enough. Its never enough. It never will be.
TJCSB was love, is love and will forever and ever be love love love.
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8/03/2008 04:01:00 PM
tan thiam kee; 14th oct;
vscb/tjcsb; flute~~;
tkflutez@hotmail.com;