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6/30/2009 01:15:00 AM
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I think no matter how many performances one goes through, the post event euphoria still hits, followed by a tinge of nostalgia looking back at the times spent on rehearsals and preparations.
Looking back, I have to thank God for the way things turned out. From going for auditions only intending to accompany Mel, to attending the 2nd round of auditions with a high fever and no voice, to the choosing of roles, many rehearsals, buying stuffs, making the floor, more rehearsals, and then the final event. Its really amazing how everything pieced together.
I guess its inevitable that there are seasons in life when people come and go, and no matter how much one tries to hold on, most people don't stay. Its quite sad to think that somebody close to you now might become a mere acquaintance in a not so far away future.
This is when something I learnt in ns finally comes into use. Suck thumb and live with it.
The prospect of having to start over again in uni doesn't seem very appealing. That of having to study even less. A sense of impending doom looms ahead. And I stupidly offered to help ppl with econs. moron of the year.
On a happier note, there was a little track outing today. Movie was ok. Nice action, anyhow storyline, HOT girl. hEHhEH
It was nice to meet up with everybody :)
Now I officially join the ranks of delinquents.
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6/28/2009 11:33:00 PM
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Thanks to a little conversation, I just remembered part of what i wanted to write about last night.
6/15/2009 12:39:00 AM
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6/13/2009 11:36:00 PM
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I saw some bmt kids on the train this evening. A smirk spread uncontrollably across my face. I shamefully admit that I felt smugly sad for them, if that's possible. Talk about having a long road ahead.. Theirs is like a long stretch of cesspool.
Anyway, rehearsal was kinda fun, although I think i kinda cmi. Like really dunno what to do. Ah well, there's gonna be rehearsals like everyday. Secretly I feel a little lazy.
Another secret: I think I miss AT. Possibly because we all got so used to the schedule, and more so the people. The daily worship and devotion, LHO, lessons, lunch, fasting, prayer, the occasional impending sense of doom..
Bonus secret: I just realised if AT were to continue, I might as well stay in church till after June event.
I actually forgot what I originally intended to blog about.
Or if there was anything..
Maybe I've already done it.
Hmm
Brain rot.
School doesn't sound very attractive, especially in my current state of mind. In every sense of the phrase.
Suddenly I'm blogging again.
and this brings me to..
Suddenly!! a touch from heaven..
Kena slap by HS
hEHhEH
WAhahahaWAhahaha
ok not making sense anymore
WOGAY
Oh yes before I forget(again)
Happy Birthday Pong!
I should change my blogskin soon.. so emo.
lalalala
ok typing nonsense.
its a sign
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6/07/2009 11:34:00 PM
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So I heard I'm blogging again. After a million years.
First of all,
ORD LOH
Sorry its kinda late, but yeah. I need to put this down. Its like the day of my life. I once was dead but am now alive.
Anyway, I was in China for a while, then came back and went to Taiwan with army dudes. Life out of army rox sox. Shall not elaborate too much about the trips, because secretly I cannot remember a lot of things.
Yes I've caught the 'secretly bug'. Compliments to Theo.
Anyway, Alpha Track is ending. Like suddenly. Lol.
Just came back from Philippines. Some things I will never forget..
The kids who swarmed up to us at the villages, the kids who brought their own utensils to church for their daily meal, the kids who were all over the place.
The kids who asked "when will you be coming back."
The boy with the rubics cube who said " I will miss you."
How the 2 boys seemed to have a different outlook after they received Christ.
All the people who came up to say thank you for your prayer.
All those who were so touched by what was done through us.
I feel I've been blessed more than I've blessed anybody else.
We always see poverty, slums and all on tv and in the news, but there are some things we just need to see for ourselves.
Before I start to sound more emo, I'm just really glad that God used me in so many ways this trip. Like he totally went over my expectations. He kind of brought me to a hill, kicked me down, rescued me, then sent me to a mountain and threw me off again, then made me fly.
In a good way. haha
At the end of the day, its not about me. I think its not easy to say something like that and really mean it. I believe I have been brought to a place where I can.
Lol emokid.
once again, in a good way.
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6/01/2009 09:22:00 PM
tan thiam kee; 14th oct;
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